http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog Just another WordPress weblog Sun, 28 Jan 2007 04:34:28 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en There's an inherent problem that's built into being an ex-porn star and dating someone. To cut to the chase: it's the problem of whether, or when, to show said someone the porn you've made. It's not as though I hide the porn from the people that I date: the fact that I ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=20 Apparently someone found this page by searching google.be for: The most beautiful porno star in the world I checked, I show up on page two of the results. If you put that phrase into google.com, I'm on page three. http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=19 This morning I got an email asking if my site was still available for purchase on DVD, or if (better yet) it could be purchased for download. The DVD is out of print, but I still have all the files, so with a bit of negotiation I agreed to put together ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=18 I started this blog because I wanted to process my experiences in the altporn world, because I wanted to open up a discussion about what it all meant, about what those years of my life had been dedicated to. I stopped writing in this blog because I got kinda bored: because ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=17 But I wanted to say that I spent the week out in San Francisco and spent a whole lot of time with one Melissa Gira, who interviewed me about a whole bunch of stuff for Sexerati. I will post when that goes up. http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=16 Someone made the following comment on this post: “popping up only occasionally to tell me about some new sex or porn-related scheme she’d come up with, as if I incapable of having any thoughts of the less than prurient kind.” And you expect what? You market yourself as a pioneer of alternative ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=15 I don't trust anyone who says they do pornography simply out of love. It's not that I don't think one cannot love to do pornography: I was certainly far more motivated by love than by money. It's just that love alone does not carry one through the treachery of the adult industry.  ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=14 Every story has a beginning.  This is how the story of Lux Nightmare began. I was lying in bed with my then-boyfriend, in his two room studio in pre-gentrification Fort Greene, and he asked me if I wanted to be a porn star. More specifically, he asked me if I wanted to model for ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=5 When you do something, and then you stop doing it, everyone always wants to know if you have regrets. This is especially true if you've started and stopped doing something as controversial as, say, porn. This is what I have to say about regret: First off, there is the fact that I choose ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=13 Anne wanted me to be in her movie. It was some strangely avant garde sounding porno film — something she'd dreamed up and decided had to be her next project. Somehow — I was never completely clear on this part of the story — she'd gotten my name (possibly it ... http://www.thatstrangegirl.com/blog/?p=11